STUPID LOVE = INSECURITIES

I really dont know how to start on this post and I even had no idea on why I let myself go online. I guess this is just a manifestation that human being is indeed mysterious in its own way. There's this force from an overflowing emotion inside this body that pushes me to write, to express. I know this would probably sound senseless to most of you but for me it will never be. Right now Im facing a great dilemma in my life, this is never a matter of life and death but I guess its worthy to ponder anyway. Try to imagine yourself in a situation of feeling your head over heels. Everything was doing fine, you were happy together. You tried to make everything just to work up on that relationship-as best friends. And here comes another friend, closer to your heart, who enters the scene, accidentally. You'd think that the acquiantance would just be a mere "meeting" but actually more than what you'd expect had come to realization. I knew it in the first place that it could happen, and it will be inevitable. On the other hand, I never have the authorization of acting such attributes, because we were never committed in the first place. But I cant help myself but be jealous of what is happening around. I know its a taboo on my side. Pardon me for what I acted for the last meetings. When I got to open my eyes and realize the authenticity of this, I inculcated in my mind that stupidity will only be the answer. I guess, Im desperate enough just to have you in my life. But I know sooner or later I'll be able to let go of this feeling.

WRETCHED!

Truly disastrous, thats all I can say! I could hardly believe that I'd woke up one morning and lost my everything-my cellphone and my wallet. What makes it my everything? Well, several confedential things and hidden secrets were kept inside my phone including memorable pictures! Argh! I just hate it. February 22, 2008 cursed me, or should I say the other way around.

Here's the whole story:

February 21, 2008, around 11:00 PM- My body deserved a rest so I decided to go to sleep early. Around 2:00 am that time, a phone call woke me up from my soothe sound dreams, it was a high school classmate Joanelle who informed me that free call was on. After she dropped the call, I tried to consume the said free call but I failed; I got dissapointed so I decided to go back sleep instead. I put my phone under my pillow.

February 22, 2008, 5:30 AM- A bunch of boardmates woke up us with their boisterous voices. Me, being half awake half asleep, got my brains off my head and never realized what was happening around. Then they inquire us in our room if our phones are still in hand. I got up in bed and flipped my pillows away! Unluckily, my phone was gone. At first I was doubtful that I may have put it on my cabinet or inside my bag, but later I was sure enough that I did put it under my pillow. Damn it! That morning greeting somehow ruined my day. Indeed, heartbreaking but I have nothing to do but to accept it. I called up my mama to inform her. Just last saturday, with my papa, mama got here in davao and had my phone replaced with papa's. I am just grateful that my family were always there, to comfort me.

Got pissed with the culprit, missed my phone so much!
To all, here is my new contact #., 09294473376

DECEMBER 2007 NLE: SPC REIGNED SUPREME!

Despite having an 88% of passing rate, SPC still proved to one and all that it is one of the awarded center of excellence in nursing education (COENE). Indeed, SPC is not your easy-to-think institution. Even though its just a mere college and was never a university (ehem, I never mentioned any!) in the first place, its topnotcher spelled out its fascinating ability. Below is the list of the December 2007 NLE Exam. Takenote, 4 of them was alumni of SPC. Iam just greatful I still belong to this school, better be if I made it next year.

The Top 10 Passers:

1 Zandra Mae Zabaza Bongco Pamantasan Ng Lungsod Ng Maynila - 88.40

2 Robneil Dylan Sanchez Dellosa University Of Perpetual Help Rizal-Calamba Campus - 87.00

3Joanna Kaye Binoya Remolar San Pedro College-Davao City - 86.80

4 Denise Claudia Dimatulac Mangiliman University Of Makati - 86.40

Neil Niño Sugitarios Navarra San Pedro College-Davao City - 86.40

Pedro Jr Posadas Tabernero Saint Dominic Savio College - 86.40

5 Joann Aguilar Candado West Negros College - 86.20

Betty Chua Chung University Of Makati - 86.20

Leslie Yap Coo Central Philippine University - 86.20

6 Katrina Victoria Luceño Akut Xavier University - 86.00

John Edward Vergil Villaflor Belardo Trinity University Of Asia (Trinity-Qc) - 86.00

Richard Baguio Saavedra Ateneo De Davao University - 86.00

7 Rosemarie Lu Go Western Mindanao State University - 85.80

January Ivy Bacali Haspela Central Philippine University - 85.80

Cristine Valen Mendez Davao Doctors College, Inc. - 85.80

Julius Atalip Riazonda Saint Paul University-Tuguegarao - 85.80

8 Joreena Perida Alvaran Remedios T. Romualdez Medical Foundation - 85.60

Emlyn Limbo Escobar University Of La Sallete-Santiago - 85.60

Hernessa Torralba Hernandez Xavier University - 85.60

9 Gerrie Mae Lozada Angostura University Of Iloilo - 85.40

Sheryl Gaye Uy Cu De Los Santos College (Delos Santos School Of Nursing) - 85.40

Ayn Portia De Luna Galamgam San Pedro College-Davao City - 85.40

Germaine Lou Tabita Sanchez University Of San Agustin - 85.40

Marie Kathleen Cavida Santos Perpetual Help College Of Manila - 85.40

Mary Lenin Pepito Talisic San Pedro College-Davao City - 85.40

Jay Pong Yap Capitol University (Cagayan Capitol Coll.) - 85.40

Vivian Esparaz Yu De Los Santos College (Delos Santos School Of Nursing) - 85.40

10 Katrina Socorro Lapuz Cembrano University Of San Agustin - 85.20

Diana Jean Bernardo Mendoza Dr. Carlos S. Lanting College-Q. C. - 85.20

Jeggar Chris Envoltorio Sorianosos West Visayas State University-La Paz - 85.20

Aura Ydda Alyne Santiago Toreja Our Lady Of Fatima University-Valenzuela - 85.20

Congratulations to everyone who made it!

KALEIDOSCOPIC VALENTINE

You'd probably think its all about lurve stuffs. Duh? The hell I care with those silly things! All I know is Im happy right now. Actually, Im not thinking anymore of engaging myself into such considering the simple yet kaleidoscopic life! I love the term, KALEIDOSCOPIC. I know it sounds scientific or what, but one thing is for sure, Inday definetly know the connotation of this word. Right?

Will anyone be intrested on how I celebrated my valentine's day? To whom I commended the day with? If it was a great day or not? Ahm.. Just allow me to unfold the hidden story last 2-14. I started the day with asleep eyes. Then freshin up with a bath after skipping my lunch. Then I headed to GH depot to purchase a voucher binder (my Mama asked me to). Then I got my ass back home to have my rest and have my illusions started as if I have nothing to do. Then I noticed that there were fewer people around, then I came to realize that Oh! We're suppose to have our group dinner at NCCC Mall.So I startled on my bed and fixed up to get there before its too late. And here comes a friend whom Ill suppose to meet also. So we meet up at Mcdo Bajada, dinned for awhile with friends then I vastly ride on a jeeepney to NCCC Mall. Good thing they're still having their dinner, but I was not able to dinned with them, it will take time for me to do so. Several minutes later, we jump off to Jack's Ridge to experience Davao view and to have our emo-session done. (Whatever!) It was actually nice to be there but you should bear in mind that having your special someone with you in there would make the view PERFECT. Then a bunch of emotera friends experienced the "wish-you-were-here-syndrome", they were, Babes, Irish, LJ. Lol! Peace! I excluded myslef with that. The place was great, and it was a perfect romantic place to date. Bordas Gangstah celebrated the night with a drink( that's all we could afford, dollar kasi). After a mile long escalde, we decided to go home, tired. The day was actually fulfilled. I never get frustrated of anything. Well, it was a KALEIDOSCOPIC VALENTINE for me. Have a good night sleep everyone!

EXAMS? OVER IT

Bloodshed! Hemophilia! Epistaxis! Whatever you call it; its the the emotion I want to express! Err! So dissapointed! The exam had gone so bad for me this midterms. Chemistry, Philo and Even Filipino got their revenge on us students! Chem and Philo were indeed so hard, but with Filipino? I could hardly accept the veracity of its simplicity. Come to think of it, the exam was so easy. So easy that I could hardly get the right answer! Damn with this minor subjects! They really botch up my day. Well, I have to face it though. I still need to work up on this. However, I have to let go from this frustration inside right now. Its killing me actually. Nevertheless, the furlough tomorrow and for the next day to come would mend the pain that I feel right now! Haha! I guess, that's it for now. Have a happy valentine's day everyone!

CHA-CHA-CHA AND CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Yesterday was the celebration of the Chinese new year! Kung hei Fat ko! Ehem! Pardon me, it should be Kung hei Fat Choi everyone! Hehe! I could not merely recall when I tooked this picture, but I will show it off for you as my symbolism of welcoming the year of the rat. This picture was taken in Gmall Atrium.

Just this morning, my groupmates and I stripped the dance floor away as we move to the groove of Chacha! Just kidding(We were not that good, but we performed well. The grade reflected our performence, it was a 96%) But actually the performance of the group was not that awful, it was actually head turning and a jaw dropping showdance! Haha! Illusions! Well, it was just our group who were able to have a uniformity in costume. I need to boast that cause that's one thing other groups dont have. Hehe! Peace!

THE WAY IT SHOULD BE

There's this certain time in our life that we have to pause for awhile, look around and see for the better things that we had received. Indeed life is filled with surprises and circumstances as well. Right now, Im on the track of my life in which I have to decide not just on simple matters but a serious one I should insist. It's like Im in the midst of darkness, seeking for a light that would mend this broken heart. A lending hand of a stranger came into existence, yet anxiety resists itself, grasping my heart to pain. Resolution is what I aspire from this dilemma that Im in. Im looking forward to see the real stranger, uncover the hood and be able to see the face that takes my breath away. Blush is on and it is inevitable. Im just damn happy to be with this stranger. Time breaks itself when we're together. Everything around is doing fine. Its just that this feeling I hide is killing me slowly. Best friend was never my feeling; more than that I should insist. [fixed emo mode]

[back to reality] Ahm.. So where am I goin to start? School works are killing me! Quite busy this week, still I find ways to get along with this life. Go out with friends and enjoy life as it should be.

When was that? Ahh.. Last Friday, I together with some of my boardmates, we travel along bajada to search for any fast foodchain having wireless fidelity zone, there was mCdo (but wifi service was unavailable) chowking (got no outlet to use to), so we ended up in this cafe in front of autoshop. Nez74 cafe was the store. It was truly expensive and that night tore our pockets away! LOl! The food were never expedient with the price. But the place definitely did. It was so nice and so posh!

Saturday, we headed somewhere in Agdao to have our community service. And the place was like a typical sort-of tondo. People around were fine but true to reality they are really starving for the help of our government. The house that we (our group) visited was a low headed 2 story house. It was a mixed emotion of heartbreaking and awfulness. I dont know why I felt bad upon visiting the place. But one thing is for sure, Im looking forward and very much willing to help the family we've been.

Last Sunday was a terrible day; I was not able to go to the church and have my prayers sent to heaven due to the temptation of "mall hopping". It was truly dreadful! I was like guilty after a long day of enjoyment and strolling without having my debts of gratitude bestowed upon Him. I promise to work upon next time.

Yesterday, was one of my finest day! Haha! I have met up with my friend in the mall and we're like so glad to meet up again. Before going back to school (ADDU) we headed to Victoria Plaza. I really enjoyed the company. We dined, talked seriously, shared exemptional experiences and what I liked the most was when we got to open up ourselves with each other. I was admitted that before, I was never fond nor believed of having so-called best friend. But when this stranger walk through my life, everything has gone changed! Everything!

Today was our Chem Lab exam! I was totally out of my mind! That's all I can say! Ahh! Tanga ko talaga! Sobra! Writing the formula of ignited hexane, I wrote, C6 h14 -> co2 + h20. I thought it was okay since Maam Dasalla instructed earlier that balancing will be ignored. Ugh! I forgot to write O2 in the reactant side! So frustrating! It was a 3 points loss!

Valentine is fast approaching! And Im planning to have a black valentine! Lol! Yeah! Seriously! But I will not think of that for now, its better to ponder on our exams next week, than these silly valentines stuffs! I think that's it for now!

Post Script: I will include in this post a part from BlogniInday.Com

Dahil gustong magpakain ni Junior sa kanyang mga kaklase at kaibigan, naisipan ni Inday na sya na ang maghanda ng kanilang kakainin.

Inday: Junior, what do you want your companions to partake on your birthday party? Yaya will cook for you.

Junior: Yey!!! Gusto ko spaghetti, barbecue pati fried chicken!

Inday: Ok you got it!

Dumating na ang araw ng selebrasyon ng birthday ni Junior.

Ang pagkain na sumalubong sa kanyang mga kaibigan at kaklase ay:

• Tagliatelle noodles in Ragu Napoletano sauce with prosciutto, bacon and ham. Served with Basil-buttered French bread.
• Greek Lamb Kabobs with Yogurt-Mint Salsa Verde
• Restaurant-Style Buffalo Chicken Wings with Inday’s special ranch dip

Inday: And for dessert, I whipped up some chocolate-cinnamon gelato with toffee bits.

---^^^I want to try all of these ^^^---

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