EPITOME OF A SELF MADE MAN

THE GAWAD PEDRO 2010 AWARDS NIGHT

2010-04-02T23:28:00.000-07:00

KUDOS TO THE VOLUNTEER SERVICE PROVIDER! We bagged 3 major awards!

MARILOG OUTREACH

2010-01-23T07:57:00.000-08:00

FORGIVENESS

2010-01-16T05:19:00.001-08:00

FORGIVENESS SHIT! DAMN YOU!

WHOLE NEW MADNESS

2010-01-16T04:39:00.000-08:00

Rumination. Imagination. Reflection.

Determination amidst difficulties certainly captures a rewarding life. I made to mention this phrase because I wanna keep inspired. Haha! LOL! Through out the week, most of the things that I have done was to have a personal reflection. Should I say its a whole new madness? or just a heck of being dumb? i dont want to say it but im not really comfortable doing such. Id rather want my group mates to introduce something new. something fresh. something that has never been into my eyes. something greek to me.! CIAO!

BREAKING THROUGH A NEW ERA

2010-01-09T23:02:00.000-08:00

Breaking through a new era marks the start of a new beginning. A beginning which sets us to new exposure; the Integrated Management for Childhood Illness Rotation. Indeed, another community exposure is yet to be uncovered. And right now, I cant resist the excitement in my bones as we are about to travel in Marilog for our outreach program. fingers Crossed!

Post Script: Kudos to the SubSuper Group for bagging the grand prize in hebra presentation! Nice one guyz!

BEST OF 2009

2010-01-05T03:57:00.000-08:00

SUCCESS, SUCCESSFUL, EXCELLENT!

2009-08-30T06:26:00.000-07:00

Psychiatric NUrsing Rotation had gone too bad for most nursing students but not for the SUB SUPER GROUP! We endure to impress! We strive for the best! And we work hand in hand! This is the secret for the harmonious relationship we had with our CI/DR Mary Rose Dela Rosa Nunez! SHE was very nice and very approachable to us since the rotation started. She never failed to repremend us with our lousiness and irresponsibility, nonetheless she never forgets to stress out and appreciate our every efforts and performances in everyday of the rotation. She is an indifferent woman of passion and knowledge. She opens the mind of her students to explore and be confident in facing problems. In so far as my personal observation, the area of expsure (Dela Rosa Psychiatric Clinic) has the typical accomodation for a psychologically and mentally unstable patient. It is a recovery conducive place for rehabilitation. My experiences so far was no doubt very uncomparable! Therepies we had were incredible as what our CI commented. I so love this rotation even though it causes my eyebags to go and become larger, i dont care, after all its the experience and that I gain and the knowledge I generate.. PSYCHIA XX!

GAD

2009-06-28T07:06:00.000-07:00

GENERALIZED ANXIETY DISORDER
You can never seem to calm down and always feel anxious for unknown reasons. You tend to not be able to concentrate and have headaches or other anxiety symptoms.
1. restlessness or feeling keyed up or on edge
2. being easily fatigued
3. irritability
4. muscle tension
5. difficulty falling or staying asleep, or restless unsatisfying sleep

TOP 6 PERFROMING SCHOOL

2009-02-20T21:46:00.000-08:00

San Pedro College of Davao City was rated Top 6 perfroming school in the November 2008 Nursing Licensure Examination. With a passing rate of 92%, 94% first timer, 49% retakers, indeed SPC had again proved to its competing colleges and universities that it is a legendary institute. Kudos to those who passed the Board Exam, Kuya Jay-R Javien and Marc Anthony Gasatan. Keep up the good work..

SUBSUPERGROUP JOINS MUSIC VIDEO CONTEST

2009-02-19T22:52:00.000-08:00

This is a whole new stuff for subsupergroup! Another showcasing of talents and skills in performing as well as in acting in the limelights of digital filming. I felt very proud upon watching it, though I was not able to help in carryig out this video. Yet, my fingers are still crossed for the victory of subsupergroup. It will be sent as an entry to the Music Video Contest in San Pedro College Student's Day. It will be shown to the whole studentry this coming February 24. And it will be the students who will choose and declare who the winners will be. If only you'll know the whole story behind the camera lense of this video. Let me unfold the blog it out.

Lights.Camera.Action

The day was started with a hot, lazy morning. I planned to wash my used clothings first before going to Framette's place (where the location of video shooting was done). After I washed my clothes, I then realize that I was already late for the video shooting. I vaslty done my showers and hurridly went to Framette's place to aviod conflicts and discussions on my laziness. After we eating our lunch, we then started shooting out the video. The theme for this year is "Breathe" and the concept should revolve around the theme so the group decided to use the No Air by Chris Brown and Jordin Sparks. There were few of us who participated during the initial shooting of the video, and it was intimidating. And in the middle of the shooting, my ego was hurt when my groupmates started to neglect and ignore my efforts in making the video shooting as fast as possible. The ending was I walked out and never return. The coldness runs on my veins as I walked through the pathways of my boarding house. Guilt is the primary emotion followed by anger. And to cut this story short, during school days, the settlement between the two parties was done. Leaving no traces of grudes and pain. Im glad we are now okay with the SSG! I <3>

DR ROTATION IT IS!

2009-01-07T20:56:00.000-08:00

Upon the start of the year 2009, it was predicted by the soothsayers that people who were born on the Year of the Horse (ehem!) will recieve good lucks this year. Apparently from last year's jinx, where in I lost my 2 cellular phones, now the lucks are starting to fall down from heaven. Lol! The first day of my DR rotation was filled with boring discussion, lifeless demonstration and some heck of return demonstration. However, after having the demonstration done, the announcement of the order of handle, assist, and chord dressing was done. Luckily, I will be the first one to do the chord drerssing, and it will be on Monday! And I am like, Holy Sh*t! Is this it? Help me God! I dont want to spoil this rotation, not even to have a single bad day. Just let me do the cord dressing well, and i'll be very happy about it.. Sigh! Just crossing my fingers for the manic monday!

API NEW YEAR!

2009-01-03T23:28:00.000-08:00

It has been a long while since I blogged! And alot of circumstances ive been through for the last year made it a memorable one. Though, I was not able to write it still Im grateful to God for giving me a life worth loving.

New Year's Resolution

-Refrain from judging other people

-Try to blog out more!

-Be true to my self and be more mature!

God bless our nation!

SOIREE.CINEMATOGRAPHY.FUNWALK

2008-09-10T19:03:00.000-07:00

This is a picture blog on the past actvitites i have been through. Soire. The Making of our cinema in titled Mga Elemento and the Funniest walk of all. the so called fun walk!

AUTOSHOP: IVE BEEN THERE

2008-08-13T23:51:00.000-07:00

Last night was the night to die for. It was the San Pedro College BSN Soiree, observing its theme for this years party which is Rainbow party. Basically, I wore a retro gray shirt printed with abstract designs of pink and purple. The night was filled with music, dance showdown, alot of entertaining production numbers and humorous acts of some talented yet intellegent students of San Pedro College of Nursing. The highlight of the show was the 2008 Mr. and Ms. Nursing. It was participated with 8 pairs of good looking, intellegent, chic and gorgeous student nurses of San Pedro College. One of the constestants is my classmate Miss Raisa Marie Fernan who unfortunately failed to be on the top 5. Sigh. But still, they made it a night to remember. the food were expedient and the facility was quite good. It was held at DavCon Center, Davao City. Right after the show, together with some of my classmates, we decided to go for a night out. We headed to Bak-Bak(a famous place for night hang outs) We drink like there's no tomorrow. Orvi, em2 Ralfi and me laughed the night away! I really enjoyed the company aside from the dizzyness I started to felt when we headed our way to autoshop. Yes! Our next stop was autoshop compound. Upon entering the premises of the place, we already glanced the faces of some of our classmates whom are also having their night out. There, we drink, they drink. We party. They left. It was all unplanned yet it turned our to be a night of my life. I enjoyed experiencing the life here in the city. Last night, I proved that there is always a first time to everything. (ooopsss!) Hahaha!

CEREBRAL OVERLOAD

2008-08-07T06:49:00.000-07:00

It was the phrase uttered by our clinical instructor Ms Mangubat (who is definitely good in teaching NCM) The phrase lingered in my mind over and over again, and i never knew the reason why. Till i found out that I can actually relate to what our teacher was saying! Indeed!Iam suffering from a cerebral overlaod! Lots of RD's to memorize! Bunch of extension services to think of. This is much of a burden but as what the song would say.. there's gotta be more to life! Than chasing out every temporary high.. to satisfy me.. The past few weeks were toxicated week!

Last sunday, I attended my first ever volunterism activity in CES-VSP(a School Org bound to offer Community Extention Services) which is BP taking. Being part of the Health Core Group is actually a greek thing to me. At first, I had taken it for granted but after serving Sta. Ana Church, I realize how rewarding it is to serve other people without any forms of payment given back to you. Upon joining this organization, I had bear in mind that I would simply list my name on the sheet and become a mere member, in other words, my intetion in joining the club was just for membership purposes. But everthing had gone changed after we were done with the BP taking. Have you felt that kind of emotion inside you that, everytime other people would extend their hearts for gratitude and happiness, its truly amazing! I tell you. It maybe is hard and tiresome experience, but the memories Ive treasured is worth remembering! Thank you CES family for giving me the opurtunity to serve!

Last tuesday was the Miting de Avance of the Saligan Office for the Election of the year. Anually, the school handles this event to call every student's attention to ponder and choose the best among the best leaders in our school. The battle was between the two prominent parties, MAGDALO AND LAHAT PARTY. Both team actually posses the heart for passion and service which is vital in being a leader. But as the book would say, there's no secret in a sucessful leadership. I just wish the two parties goodluck and kudos to the winners. I already voted and the color I chose is the color that best describes me. Hahaha! Lol! Its just between pink ang green. What do you think is the color that fits me? huh?

KEWL STICK FIGURES

2008-07-30T22:44:00.000-07:00

DIGITAL PHOTOGRAPHY

2008-07-27T00:37:00.000-07:00

These photos were personally taken by me in fulfilment of the requirements in Humanities 100. We were told to take photos of our choice to be submitted on the day of exam. So days before the exam I secured my photo already and asked some of my friends to be my subject and pose for my first ever photo exibit! nyahaha! Lol! The first photo is my friend Kathlene Ione who tried to be emotional in the photo. The second and the third photo depicts my boardmate Kevin, who use to smoke. And he was not hesitant to have himself taken with several shots. So I never had problems with it. I chose the "damaged" as my final photo to be submitted. Im starting to love digital photography.

SUBJECT FOR RENOVATION

2008-07-19T06:54:00.000-07:00

This is it! Wish me luck!

CASE STUDY IT IS

2008-07-16T02:47:00.000-07:00

You'd really thought that this little girl was our client. She's actually the nieghbor of our dear client. Lol!Long story!

PIMPED DESKTOP

2008-07-11T03:47:00.000-07:00

This is what technology has done to my laptop. Trully amazing! Thanks to my boardmate, Mark Abellon. I love the objectdock rather than the old desktop I had. It feels like Im using a MacOS operating system where in fact it was just a lousy XP. Hahaha! Keep it cool!

VANITY

2008-07-08T23:36:00.000-07:00

ZERO-SEVEN-ZERO-SEVEN-ZERO-EIGHT

2008-07-06T22:23:00.000-07:00

Its the date today, and I just love writing it over and over in my paper. Yet the day turned out to be a total spank on my ass. I never had the chance of having my return demonstration today. Which means, I have to bring all the necessary equipment again for the third time in a row tommorrow. This is jinx! I just hope I'll pass through this year, or else I gotta transfer to DMSF or Mats. Either schools dont pressure their students. In SPC, pressure is observable yet I can see that it is their way of disciplining their students. But if time comes I cant handle it anymore, well, let's just go with the flow. Whatever will be, will be!

This week is definitely one of my fantastic weeks ever. I could not believe that my parents had just bought me a new phone though it was not the type of phone I wanted, still I was thankful for having one. Its a Nokia 5310 Xpress Music. And just a week ago, my Mama surprised me again with a laptop. And I refused to use it right away so they decided to give it to me a week after. And whaaaaalllaaaa!I already had the laptop in my hand. Im actually using it right now it feels so flattering to have one. Im just again pressured I might lost or somedbody might took it away from me again. Rest assured I'll be more vigilant this time around. Till then reader, if there is. Lol!

RETURN DEMONSTRATION MANIA

2008-06-21T00:26:00.000-07:00

Its far way long yet to exciting to pass through it! Haha! Return demonstration it is! 1st stop is Medical Handwashing this monday! Its gonna be a whole new procedure ( of course its my first time) Hahaha! But wish me luck guyz! I really hope to minimize my mistakes! Its no joke! Goodluck to all BSN 2 of SPC. 2B and 2G! Lets do it! Nyahaha!

SCHOOL-IS-COOL

2008-06-18T03:37:00.000-07:00

Now that Im on the floors of the second year level, the thrill is more threatening than ever. (Chilling) We now have nursing subjects which we owe to pass through since it is our prime key in the career nursing. Furthermore, its a slap on the face if we fail it. Return demo stuffs are fast approaching! Nyaha! Im excited yet anxious this Monday for our very first RD the Medical Handwashing. Wish me luck everyone. Hehe.. Our CI and PCI for this time is actually not that strict and they are noticeably intellegent as they really are. Approachable and easy to be with, thats my first impression to them, I really hope so they were. I really hope I can go with the flow, that I may enjoy the company in our new section, BSN-2g! Hehe! Till next time..

PS. Congrats to group 2 (our group for winning the table setting and flower arrangement contest. The presentation was really great and a success!!)

MY NEW #

2008-06-11T02:25:00.000-07:00

09297617616. Im back to school!

BORED

2008-06-07T00:35:00.000-07:00

KILL IT!

LOST MY PHONE AGAIN!

IM HOME!

2008-05-27T23:52:00.000-07:00

Its good to be back home.!

TRANSFERRED

2008-05-25T23:59:00.000-07:00

SH*T! ITS LIKE THE END OF MY WORLD!

ESSENCE OF RESHUFFLING

2008-05-20T02:23:00.000-07:00

Final exams for summer is fast approaching and this time it is unfortunately inevitable! And together with the end of the summer classes is the threat of a beginning of a new life. It was rumored around the campus that reshuffling will be put into authenticity one of these days. Which means its a bye2 to my classmates in BSN-1B! Fuckin boo to this. What I hated with this is on when I got slightly attached to some of my classmates which now I considered friends would be as vast as the a raindrop had fall. I dont think I suffer separation anxiety but what Im afraid of facing now is a new beginning that Im about to step up. Is this really is it? No way! There's no way! I gonna miss wambee!

KARMAISM

2008-05-17T08:03:00.000-07:00

Day started so good from a night of fun and excitement in SM attending the Smart's Hot Summer Party. On the look for bamboo, kamikazee and rocksteddy and other popular? artist. I was with my highschool barkada's (the best barkada's ive known in my entire stay on earth). We slipped away the night with outrageous laughters, skipped meals yet full with happiness and not to forget the pictorials! It was the night of my life though it was not that important. A lot of undertakings went throuhg aside from the great event.

The next day comes, May 17 2007, Karen Kristy's birthday. It started with a late morning wake up call. Ugh! And it made me decide not to have my haircut instead! Oh well, there's still another tommorow. After our english class in which I jinxly got 8/10 recitation(ugh!) I vastly went to Crafter's Haven to get our gift being wrapped, the very own photo mosaic. Though it was ruined by the grpahic artist we still continued giving it to her. After getting the surprise, we then headed to Goldilock's in Gaisano Mall to get the reserved cake. But then what happened was they tried to flipped out the story and said that could not claim the cake due to a balance of 40 pesos where in fact we payed the exact amount the day before. Here comes my irresistable and freakin hot response which came out to be unrespectable and too nasty to hear to their ears. I guess, I had my point from doing so, it was legally speaking anyway. Our reciept didnt have any printed scale of balance then why the hell would they ask us for a reciept? The lady refuse from the sizzling talk and produced our order instead. I was really really dissapointed with what they acted while ago, it really made my temper blow out my mind! Thank God, annjoy helped me out. After completing the necessary things we then headed to Kuya Eds to surprise Karen, but it turned out to be a total asshole!! Oh Shit! Palpak!! Everything was ruined! The surprise, the missed photo taking and lot more. I was really upset with what just happened. But rest assured Karen was surprised with what we did, but it would have been more surprising if we had prepared ahead of time. Tsk! Oh well, I just hope to recover the loss tomorrow, she'll be treating us! Wish us luck! Gnyt vry1!

SO SIMPLE

2008-05-11T23:00:00.000-07:00

I dont really need much.

Less is more!

True to life.

True to me.

The way it's got to be!

LINGERED CHANGED ALREADY: PARDON ME

2008-05-07T09:32:00.000-07:00

A sudden incedent gone everything around me chganged. i really am upset with the unertakings, but still grateful to have my friends and new friends to fetch me up from my sentiments. I started this post this way, I hope to end this in a proper manner. Bearing in mind that I would hurt nobody's feeling(just like what happened on my last post). So where do I start?

Ive got so many mistakes and problems to ponder right now. one of which is my grade in Nutrition and Diet theraphy for midterms. I failed in our exam, making me chillin to grab a passing grade this midterms. But anyway, this is quite a reversable problem so i guess resolving it would just take an endurance and perpiration. Unlike this next story that Im gonna tell you which is quite serious. I had these friends, whom were close to my hearts, and we've got a little misunderstanding on some pity thigs but it turned out to be big deal to some which frightened my soul. Yes, the small hole had gone big. And I wanted to prevent it as soon as possible. Because Im trully concered with those people who were greatly affected with it. Its been 4 cold days since it happened and now things had lingered changed already. Some even commented that the place(boarding house) had totally flipped its way out from being freakin noisy to its deadly silence. I accepted my faults and I do hope you would finally recognize my apologies as much as I accepted urs. i know we've not been talking lately, not even staring one another but I hope we'd end this stupidity before its too late. I never plugged your names here because I had no rights from doing so, sorry if i had to this, its my only outlet. Its been good to be with you but that freakin day,with that fuckin prank made everything changed. i am looking forward to a personal heart to heart talks with you guyz. I dont want to spoil my days with you, as much as you never wanted your days to be. meekness, i guess would be the best answer for this. With God's grace, I may have the right time in hand to personally talk to you for clarification. I really hoped and prayed that we'd end this vanity. Stay safe!

PISSED OFF!!

2008-05-03T04:40:00.000-07:00

C'mon, you can't blame from walking out of your way! I had my rights from doing so! Kainis kasi kayo, I was not freakin mad with your prank, wat made my blood boil was when you acted ignorantly inside the mall. I never hated you for being foolish! You are dumb because I hate you! I wannna get over with this frustration you know, and by blogging it out, I guess would mend everything out. I also want so apologize for what has been said and done!

GMA ARTIST CENTER PLUG

2008-04-30T23:30:00.000-07:00

This is a whole lot new for GMA 7. Indeed they have several talents but few star qualities. I actually doubt if some of these fresh new faces could stand out in this kind of industry. I also wonder why Katrina Halili (a great actress from this station) never appeared on this plug. Even Richard Gutierez and Marian Rivera who were their so-called big stars never appeared, why is that
With regards to the quality of the film, it was quite annoying because, the transition of every artist was vastly done. So fast that I failed to recognize who those people were. But one thing is for sure GMA had done a very great job in this flick. How bout a round of applause guys?

WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?

2008-04-30T06:37:00.000-07:00

Im just experiencing boredom again! ugh! So lame! this would probably be my shortest post ever. Ciao!

STEP UP 2: THE STREETS

2008-04-25T07:39:00.000-07:00

Are you ready to step up?
Directed by: Jon Chu

It was the introductory message posted on the trailer. Awesome movie I should say. I just finished watching it with my friends. And 4 thumbs up (including those on my feet)! I wish I could groove as sexy as the dancers had shown. It was truly amazing! My jaw broke upon watching it! Lol! I was with some of my friends, we took a glnce over Gaisano Movie Theater, it was fine though. Right after the movie, we dinned in at Beary Chicken, we've got no choice but to opt to eat there.

MORON TEST

2008-04-18T06:45:00.000-07:00

I got this from one of my fellow boardmates.

There once a butcher who stands 5'11 tall. What does he wieght?

Kindly write your answers on the comment tool. Hehe..
The trick actually got me, so I find way to have my vengence on. Just kidding!

HENA MANIA

2008-04-16T05:57:00.000-07:00

Summer is officially on! Indeed, the red hot sunny morning glimpse by the window makes me envy with those people around who never attended or never had their summer classes! Ugh! Cant wait long to end this summer class! Its been so long since I blogged out, and now i just blog again to ahm.. Naah! No great reason from doing so aside from killing boredom! For this past few days it seems that nothing interesting had gone so far in my life, aside from my hena tattoo! Before I left Davao City weeks ago, I did have my hena courtesy of Ralph Garcia, a friend of mine who has this remarkable ability in painting! (How I wish I also have one!) I had my photos depicted above to show off the artistic approach of having paintings on your body! Haha! Lol! I totally love it, but sadly, the paint had gone vanished already after 2 long weeks. Tsk!

Subjects I enrolled this summer: Microbiology, Communication Skill 200 and Nutrition. I heard, Brokenshire College will have their Nutrition as a major subject by June. Good for them.

That's all for now folks. Ciao!

GROOVING ON THE DANCE FLOOR

2008-04-01T00:05:00.000-07:00

Finally, the time has come to its end! The long wait is over for SAN PEDRO COLLEGE FRESHMEN PE NIGHT. It was a night of glam and fame for those who had their "places in the sun". There were two main category in the performance, the hiphop and cheerdance competetion and our section belongs to the cheerdance competition. For over 2 weeks of hardships and practices that we have been through in different vicinities in the locality of Davao City, ranked in 4th place out of ten contenders somehow payed off the sweaty and tiresome days we had. It was held in SPC Gymnasium around 7 pm. Unluckily, minutes before the program started, there was a disruption on the electric connection. Awful as it was however electric generator saved the day. Whew! Everyone was truly prepared as they have always been. BSN 1p won in hiphop dancing and BSN 1f in Cheer dancing. The most important thing that night was to show off the best that we can give, in which we all did. KUDOS BSN 1b, we might not win the war but rest assured we have won the battle! Grove on 1B!

PS. I was one of the chosen few to be lifted, it made me feel i was never fat at all. Thank God..

NEW LAYOUT=NEW LIFE

2008-03-26T07:50:00.000-07:00

How do you find my new layout? I was inspired last easter sunday after attending the "sugat" in our place (San Francisco, Agusan Sur), thats why I created and angel inspired layout! Lol! Lol! Lol! Just kidding, it has nothing to do with angels actually. This new layout for me will serve as my new inspiration as I move on with my life. Washing away the tears(Power), Drowning off all fears in life (Prestige), and Filling up this empty soul(Popularity?). I do expect this time, getting rid of dramas would be realized. I really hope so. And just let other people stop and stare.

PREPARING TO UNBOUND: FINGERS CROSSED

2008-03-18T09:21:00.001-07:00

Tommorow, Ill be leaving for good! Weeeh! Yeah! Im going back to the place where I trully belong, and with this a bunch of deadly tasks and assignments will be brought with me back home! Ugh! Sick with this, but I have nothing to do but again to comply. Finals is fast approaching and I have to work up on this for me to reatain my slot in the scholarship affiliation and also to keep my goal of hopefully become one of the dean's listers again. Even though first semester was quite dissapointing, being ranked as 441st honorable mention is not that bad, but surely Ill make it up to it this time. Fingers crossed!

For these past days, our practice for the upcoming Final PE presentation became my travel log here in Davao. Because of these so-called practices, Ive been to places like Damosa, Matina and even Bangkal. Tiring though, still we find ways to go on with our practice for it will be our last time to perform on stage. Listening to the beat of the drums makes the event more chilling to await. Ugh! Everybody is really hungry for the title, all we (1B) just want is to have our performance clean. To everyone who hand their hardtime practicing, a good luck to all of us guys. Not only to 1b but to all freshmen of SPC. Fingers crossed.

SHAME ON YOU!

2008-03-15T09:34:00.000-07:00

Pamatay ang sagot mo! Wala akong masabi! Godbless nalang..

I NOT STUPID

2008-03-07T07:55:00.000-08:00

An excerpt from the Singaporean movie which we used in our filmviewing in Socilogy 100.
Movie title: I NOT STUPID

Boy: Do you the meaning of FAMILY?
Mom: What?
Boy: FATHER, AND MOTHER I LOVE YOU
-hugs-

Truly a heartbreaking story that portrays the great factor played by family in the personality of a being. If you already have seen it, better view it again, if not, please find way to. Its really a good movie. Two thumbs up!

SHED ME SOME TEARS

2008-03-06T06:34:00.000-08:00

I want to cry, and again for unknown reasons (or is it just hard for me to accept things?). Life is indeed full of surprises. We never know what's gonna happen next. I guess this is part of human beings nature of being mysterious (again?) But I'm tired of solving the puzzle of this lethargic if not apathetic life! Im sick and tired of lies and of being hurt! A lot of undertakings had gone through my life for this past few days that added ~~colors~~ problems in my life. Argh! This is too much! Dont I deserve to be happy even just for awhile? Take a deep breath, hold for a moment, then bring it on! Ahhhh! Enough with this foolishness!. Why do I have to stumble myself and bother with this nonsensical matter? Yes, nonsensical matter! I considered it such cause you took it's significance away! Curse to you!

Enough with this drama!

(pardon me my blog, I just want to express things out!)

SOUND TRIP/ MUSIC VID ADDICT

2008-03-01T22:12:00.000-08:00

My season's new list of fave songs and video. Hope we'll have some in common.

The Last Goodnight- Pictures of You

Jordin Spark feat C. Brown - No Air

One Republic- Stop and Stare

STUPID LOVE = INSECURITIES

2008-02-27T07:01:00.001-08:00

I really dont know how to start on this post and I even had no idea on why I let myself go online. I guess this is just a manifestation that human being is indeed mysterious in its own way. There's this force from an overflowing emotion inside this body that pushes me to write, to express. I know this would probably sound senseless to most of you but for me it will never be. Right now Im facing a great dilemma in my life, this is never a matter of life and death but I guess its worthy to ponder anyway. Try to imagine yourself in a situation of feeling your head over heels. Everything was doing fine, you were happy together. You tried to make everything just to work up on that relationship-as best friends. And here comes another friend, closer to your heart, who enters the scene, accidentally. You'd think that the acquiantance would just be a mere "meeting" but actually more than what you'd expect had come to realization. I knew it in the first place that it could happen, and it will be inevitable. On the other hand, I never have the authorization of acting such attributes, because we were never committed in the first place. But I cant help myself but be jealous of what is happening around. I know its a taboo on my side. Pardon me for what I acted for the last meetings. When I got to open my eyes and realize the authenticity of this, I inculcated in my mind that stupidity will only be the answer. I guess, Im desperate enough just to have you in my life. But I know sooner or later I'll be able to let go of this feeling.

WRETCHED!

2008-02-25T01:05:00.000-08:00

Truly disastrous, thats all I can say! I could hardly believe that I'd woke up one morning and lost my everything-my cellphone and my wallet. What makes it my everything? Well, several confedential things and hidden secrets were kept inside my phone including memorable pictures! Argh! I just hate it. February 22, 2008 cursed me, or should I say the other way around.

Here's the whole story:

February 21, 2008, around 11:00 PM- My body deserved a rest so I decided to go to sleep early. Around 2:00 am that time, a phone call woke me up from my soothe sound dreams, it was a high school classmate Joanelle who informed me that free call was on. After she dropped the call, I tried to consume the said free call but I failed; I got dissapointed so I decided to go back sleep instead. I put my phone under my pillow.

February 22, 2008, 5:30 AM- A bunch of boardmates woke up us with their boisterous voices. Me, being half awake half asleep, got my brains off my head and never realized what was happening around. Then they inquire us in our room if our phones are still in hand. I got up in bed and flipped my pillows away! Unluckily, my phone was gone. At first I was doubtful that I may have put it on my cabinet or inside my bag, but later I was sure enough that I did put it under my pillow. Damn it! That morning greeting somehow ruined my day. Indeed, heartbreaking but I have nothing to do but to accept it. I called up my mama to inform her. Just last saturday, with my papa, mama got here in davao and had my phone replaced with papa's. I am just grateful that my family were always there, to comfort me.

Got pissed with the culprit, missed my phone so much!
To all, here is my new contact #., 09294473376

DECEMBER 2007 NLE: SPC REIGNED SUPREME!

2008-02-21T03:02:00.000-08:00

Despite having an 88% of passing rate, SPC still proved to one and all that it is one of the awarded center of excellence in nursing education (COENE). Indeed, SPC is not your easy-to-think institution. Even though its just a mere college and was never a university (ehem, I never mentioned any!) in the first place, its topnotcher spelled out its fascinating ability. Below is the list of the December 2007 NLE Exam. Takenote, 4 of them was alumni of SPC. Iam just greatful I still belong to this school, better be if I made it next year.

The Top 10 Passers:

1 Zandra Mae Zabaza Bongco Pamantasan Ng Lungsod Ng Maynila - 88.40

2 Robneil Dylan Sanchez Dellosa University Of Perpetual Help Rizal-Calamba Campus - 87.00

3Joanna Kaye Binoya Remolar San Pedro College-Davao City - 86.80

4 Denise Claudia Dimatulac Mangiliman University Of Makati - 86.40

Neil Niño Sugitarios Navarra San Pedro College-Davao City - 86.40

Pedro Jr Posadas Tabernero Saint Dominic Savio College - 86.40

5 Joann Aguilar Candado West Negros College - 86.20

Betty Chua Chung University Of Makati - 86.20

Leslie Yap Coo Central Philippine University - 86.20

6 Katrina Victoria Luceño Akut Xavier University - 86.00

John Edward Vergil Villaflor Belardo Trinity University Of Asia (Trinity-Qc) - 86.00

Richard Baguio Saavedra Ateneo De Davao University - 86.00

7 Rosemarie Lu Go Western Mindanao State University - 85.80

January Ivy Bacali Haspela Central Philippine University - 85.80

Cristine Valen Mendez Davao Doctors College, Inc. - 85.80

Julius Atalip Riazonda Saint Paul University-Tuguegarao - 85.80

8 Joreena Perida Alvaran Remedios T. Romualdez Medical Foundation - 85.60

Emlyn Limbo Escobar University Of La Sallete-Santiago - 85.60

Hernessa Torralba Hernandez Xavier University - 85.60

9 Gerrie Mae Lozada Angostura University Of Iloilo - 85.40

Sheryl Gaye Uy Cu De Los Santos College (Delos Santos School Of Nursing) - 85.40

Ayn Portia De Luna Galamgam San Pedro College-Davao City - 85.40

Germaine Lou Tabita Sanchez University Of San Agustin - 85.40

Marie Kathleen Cavida Santos Perpetual Help College Of Manila - 85.40

Mary Lenin Pepito Talisic San Pedro College-Davao City - 85.40

Jay Pong Yap Capitol University (Cagayan Capitol Coll.) - 85.40

Vivian Esparaz Yu De Los Santos College (Delos Santos School Of Nursing) - 85.40

10 Katrina Socorro Lapuz Cembrano University Of San Agustin - 85.20

Diana Jean Bernardo Mendoza Dr. Carlos S. Lanting College-Q. C. - 85.20

Jeggar Chris Envoltorio Sorianosos West Visayas State University-La Paz - 85.20

Aura Ydda Alyne Santiago Toreja Our Lady Of Fatima University-Valenzuela - 85.20

Congratulations to everyone who made it!

KALEIDOSCOPIC VALENTINE

2008-02-16T04:53:00.000-08:00

You'd probably think its all about lurve stuffs. Duh? The hell I care with those silly things! All I know is Im happy right now. Actually, Im not thinking anymore of engaging myself into such considering the simple yet kaleidoscopic life! I love the term, KALEIDOSCOPIC. I know it sounds scientific or what, but one thing is for sure, Inday definetly know the connotation of this word. Right?

Will anyone be intrested on how I celebrated my valentine's day? To whom I commended the day with? If it was a great day or not? Ahm.. Just allow me to unfold the hidden story last 2-14. I started the day with asleep eyes. Then freshin up with a bath after skipping my lunch. Then I headed to GH depot to purchase a voucher binder (my Mama asked me to). Then I got my ass back home to have my rest and have my illusions started as if I have nothing to do. Then I noticed that there were fewer people around, then I came to realize that Oh! We're suppose to have our group dinner at NCCC Mall.So I startled on my bed and fixed up to get there before its too late. And here comes a friend whom Ill suppose to meet also. So we meet up at Mcdo Bajada, dinned for awhile with friends then I vastly ride on a jeeepney to NCCC Mall. Good thing they're still having their dinner, but I was not able to dinned with them, it will take time for me to do so. Several minutes later, we jump off to Jack's Ridge to experience Davao view and to have our emo-session done. (Whatever!) It was actually nice to be there but you should bear in mind that having your special someone with you in there would make the view PERFECT. Then a bunch of emotera friends experienced the "wish-you-were-here-syndrome", they were, Babes, Irish, LJ. Lol! Peace! I excluded myslef with that. The place was great, and it was a perfect romantic place to date. Bordas Gangstah celebrated the night with a drink( that's all we could afford, dollar kasi). After a mile long escalde, we decided to go home, tired. The day was actually fulfilled. I never get frustrated of anything. Well, it was a KALEIDOSCOPIC VALENTINE for me. Have a good night sleep everyone!

EXAMS? OVER IT

2008-02-12T06:26:00.000-08:00

Bloodshed! Hemophilia! Epistaxis! Whatever you call it; its the the emotion I want to express! Err! So dissapointed! The exam had gone so bad for me this midterms. Chemistry, Philo and Even Filipino got their revenge on us students! Chem and Philo were indeed so hard, but with Filipino? I could hardly accept the veracity of its simplicity. Come to think of it, the exam was so easy. So easy that I could hardly get the right answer! Damn with this minor subjects! They really botch up my day. Well, I have to face it though. I still need to work up on this. However, I have to let go from this frustration inside right now. Its killing me actually. Nevertheless, the furlough tomorrow and for the next day to come would mend the pain that I feel right now! Haha! I guess, that's it for now. Have a happy valentine's day everyone!

CHA-CHA-CHA AND CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2008-02-07T23:50:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the celebration of the Chinese new year! Kung hei Fat ko! Ehem! Pardon me, it should be Kung hei Fat Choi everyone! Hehe! I could not merely recall when I tooked this picture, but I will show it off for you as my symbolism of welcoming the year of the rat. This picture was taken in Gmall Atrium.

Just this morning, my groupmates and I stripped the dance floor away as we move to the groove of Chacha! Just kidding(We were not that good, but we performed well. The grade reflected our performence, it was a 96%) But actually the performance of the group was not that awful, it was actually head turning and a jaw dropping showdance! Haha! Illusions! Well, it was just our group who were able to have a uniformity in costume. I need to boast that cause that's one thing other groups dont have. Hehe! Peace!

THE WAY IT SHOULD BE

2008-02-04T21:02:00.000-08:00

There's this certain time in our life that we have to pause for awhile, look around and see for the better things that we had received. Indeed life is filled with surprises and circumstances as well. Right now, Im on the track of my life in which I have to decide not just on simple matters but a serious one I should insist. It's like Im in the midst of darkness, seeking for a light that would mend this broken heart. A lending hand of a stranger came into existence, yet anxiety resists itself, grasping my heart to pain. Resolution is what I aspire from this dilemma that Im in. Im looking forward to see the real stranger, uncover the hood and be able to see the face that takes my breath away. Blush is on and it is inevitable. Im just damn happy to be with this stranger. Time breaks itself when we're together. Everything around is doing fine. Its just that this feeling I hide is killing me slowly. Best friend was never my feeling; more than that I should insist. [fixed emo mode]

[back to reality] Ahm.. So where am I goin to start? School works are killing me! Quite busy this week, still I find ways to get along with this life. Go out with friends and enjoy life as it should be.

When was that? Ahh.. Last Friday, I together with some of my boardmates, we travel along bajada to search for any fast foodchain having wireless fidelity zone, there was mCdo (but wifi service was unavailable) chowking (got no outlet to use to), so we ended up in this cafe in front of autoshop. Nez74 cafe was the store. It was truly expensive and that night tore our pockets away! LOl! The food were never expedient with the price. But the place definitely did. It was so nice and so posh!

Saturday, we headed somewhere in Agdao to have our community service. And the place was like a typical sort-of tondo. People around were fine but true to reality they are really starving for the help of our government. The house that we (our group) visited was a low headed 2 story house. It was a mixed emotion of heartbreaking and awfulness. I dont know why I felt bad upon visiting the place. But one thing is for sure, Im looking forward and very much willing to help the family we've been.

Last Sunday was a terrible day; I was not able to go to the church and have my prayers sent to heaven due to the temptation of "mall hopping". It was truly dreadful! I was like guilty after a long day of enjoyment and strolling without having my debts of gratitude bestowed upon Him. I promise to work upon next time.

Yesterday, was one of my finest day! Haha! I have met up with my friend in the mall and we're like so glad to meet up again. Before going back to school (ADDU) we headed to Victoria Plaza. I really enjoyed the company. We dined, talked seriously, shared exemptional experiences and what I liked the most was when we got to open up ourselves with each other. I was admitted that before, I was never fond nor believed of having so-called best friend. But when this stranger walk through my life, everything has gone changed! Everything!

Today was our Chem Lab exam! I was totally out of my mind! That's all I can say! Ahh! Tanga ko talaga! Sobra! Writing the formula of ignited hexane, I wrote, C6 h14 -> co2 + h20. I thought it was okay since Maam Dasalla instructed earlier that balancing will be ignored. Ugh! I forgot to write O2 in the reactant side! So frustrating! It was a 3 points loss!

Valentine is fast approaching! And Im planning to have a black valentine! Lol! Yeah! Seriously! But I will not think of that for now, its better to ponder on our exams next week, than these silly valentines stuffs! I think that's it for now!

Post Script: I will include in this post a part from BlogniInday.Com

Dahil gustong magpakain ni Junior sa kanyang mga kaklase at kaibigan, naisipan ni Inday na sya na ang maghanda ng kanilang kakainin.

Inday: Junior, what do you want your companions to partake on your birthday party? Yaya will cook for you.

Junior: Yey!!! Gusto ko spaghetti, barbecue pati fried chicken!

Inday: Ok you got it!

Dumating na ang araw ng selebrasyon ng birthday ni Junior.

Ang pagkain na sumalubong sa kanyang mga kaibigan at kaklase ay:

Tagliatelle noodles in Ragu Napoletano sauce with prosciutto, bacon and ham. Served with Basil-buttered French bread.
Greek Lamb Kabobs with Yogurt-Mint Salsa Verde
Restaurant-Style Buffalo Chicken Wings with Inday’s special ranch dip

Inday: And for dessert, I whipped up some chocolate-cinnamon gelato with toffee bits.

---^^^I want to try all of these ^^^---

MORE TO LIFE

2008-02-02T09:16:00.000-08:00

SPEECHLESS

2008-01-26T07:14:00.000-08:00

Shockz! It would take alot of webpages if i render to you all the unforgettable experiences I had during this week.. Unbelievable but surely I have to face and believe it somehow. Right now, my temporal lobe is having it's malfunction, and I dont know where to start this post! Aahh!

Uhm, let's just start on the manic monday. Kitkat(my boardmate) and I decided to go to NCCC Uyanguren to have her mother's curtain bought. We strolled around and had our merienda consumed in Jollibee. It was more amazing when she brought me to (i forgot the store's name), a chinese oriented store with alot of affordable wares and stuffs around. it was actually my first time to go to that mall. It reminds me of the "taiwanese" back in agusan. Lol! After strolling there, we then headed to Chimes with our barefoot on. It was trully amazing. I wasnt in my mind that the Chimes is for the elite and that their comodities is priced in dollars! Another funny thing, as we enter Chimes a background music was played( as if we're like those sossy people!) It was also noticable that there were fewer people compared to Gmall and SM. After a long time of window shopping ( nakakalula na window shopping di dahil marami kang makikita kundi dahit sa prices! Sobra!) we decided to go on snack! Kain na naman! Guess what, for the first time, we dine at Red Ribbon Bakeshop! Unbelievable as you would say, pero we bravely did! Haha! We never care to what other's may say, so long as we moved there to experience the elite form of eating! It was a once in a blue moon experience so we decided to make it more memorable by writing a note on the tissue paper. Lol! And that very fine yet very expensive snack ended my manic monday!

I wish to blog everything but it seems impossible, so i'll just have it on a fast play. I was able to dine in McDo near victoria around 4 A.M! Yes, in the cold hours of 4. A.M! My boardmate Kuya Jayko ask me to go with him, he was actually longing to have fries tasted on his buds.

And just this very day, I met someone new! Actually, I met him in an online community and accidentally, just this evening we met. I could hardly believe it. Alex was the name. And he reminded me of somebody. I actually find him nice and very kind. But Im afraid, I just hope he's not difficult to be with. He's actually from Ateneo. I just hope the friendship would last.

Also just this evening, was the school's show for a cause. It was titled as Hiya Tigidig, and I dont know why the heck was that. What makes it uforgettable is Jho's (a classmate) time to have a place in the sun. She won as 2nd placer in Fashion Icon blah2. I think that's it for now..

Damn! Im happy!

Done with it. Ciao!

CHOO-CHOO TRAIN TAG

2008-01-18T21:03:00.000-08:00

Pia tagged me.

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PROJECT EDUTAINMENT: BOOK-san ANG ISIPAN

2008-01-17T23:57:00.000-08:00

In line with the National Service Training Program (NSTP), students are required to submit a project proposal s an output for midterms. This then will be realized by finals. It is done by class, therefore, it is not that hard to initiate one.

The BSN-1B of San Pedro College, Davao City, proponents of this project proposal, will share their skills in helping our fellow citizens from Wireless Elementary School, by providing them school supplies, books (excluding FHM Mag) educational video tapes (excluding PORN) and a television set (perhaps not a surplus one). It is said that the lead agency for this prgram will be the Department of Education. Secondary Agencies will be ETV's c/o ABS-CBN Corporation, National Bookstore Davao, C & E Bookstore and Paper Tree.

The objectives of this project are the following:

To be able to provide them materials for reading and learning.

To be able to provide them with new form of reference which is through watching educational programs

To be ble to broaden their knowledge by donating reading and learning material

To increase their level of interest in learning through watching educational programs

To teach them to use the refrence book and the material properly and to take good care of them

This proposal is highly aspired to be realized. I hope everyone will start to take a stand and start doing something different for the betterment of this world for this certain time of our lives and for the next generations to come. Support PRJECT EDUTAINMENT: BOOK-san ANG ISIPAN

PARADOX OF LIFE

2008-01-17T07:29:00.000-08:00

It was a boring yet a substantial and worthwhile to listen with Mr. Burgos' discussion on Philospohy. Right now, Im trying to love the subject since it talks basically, the Human person itslef. And with that, I would never get hard relating myself to it, since I considered myself as identified already. (I was never lost anymore!) Even though Mr Burgos failed to discuss the Paradox of Life, reading it somehow added nutrition to my cerebellum. I actually felt a lil bit awkward upon reading the anecdote, but in the end I still find myself greatly conceited with the thought. Indeed, life we are living is a paradox. There's no mere reality as to senseble world and this brings insanity to mankind. No one of us know the truth, nor the apocryphal averse. Either ways, dead end and dissapointment would be observed. So why bother myself to search for it? So long as Im still happy living in this absurd world, then life must go on. (fixed emo mode)

BECOMING ADDICT!

2008-01-14T21:52:00.000-08:00

Im admitted that when it comes to resources of international networking, I really don't have any such. That's why, at times, I got to put on my slippers on and hunt for an internet cafe to carry out my blogging addiction. Yes, I'm already addicted to it! And I hate it! Right now, I'm in our school's laboratory, making use of my spare time blogging instead of going out there, chasing some butterflies. I am no good in composing, all I want is to express my thoughts and views in my life. I believe this works no more for fame nor for fortune anymore. I admit, at first, I was attracted to blogging because of it invest us to profit on by writing something to put on to or to publicize the ads on. But right now, everything lingered changed! I'm no longer blogging to gain money but to express the real me. Furthermore, to reach out, collaborate, and make fun in reading other blogs' as well. I really find complete happiness upon doing all this stuff. I'm also becoming beaver in modifying it. I just hope this thing works and that my aspiration of having more connection would be realized... sooner. Hehe.. I think that's all for today. Ciao!

TOTALLY PISSED!

2008-01-14T05:22:00.000-08:00

This day has definitly marked the calendar of my life. Hahahaha! (reverse psychology) I was pissed! But right now, Im actually showing off my humorous side, yet deep inside me, I feel the pain and grief upon having these backstabbers, blackmailers, good for nothing idiots! Damn with these people. Here's how it all started.

We were having our dinner together in Phartz, the three of us. We talked althroughout the dinner session and then, the topic was thrown to a another friend(we backstabbed a common firend). Flippantly speaking, I jived with thier joke, but then, it turned out that I was the one who proved the backstabbing. I got alarmed upon hearing that they would blackmail me if I would never treat them with a liter of coke. There is only one thing I could name for that kind of behaviour, STUPIDITY! My God, forgive me, I was totally pissed off with their f*ckn faces and I wanna crash them out in this absurd world! Right after we dinned in together, I walked out from them. Worst than expected, I heard that these pair of stupid guys bad mouthed my so-called-bacxkstabbing to our other boardmates. And right now, all of them are having this mischevous smile on me, and its like pissing me off already! These kind of people(the two guyz) must be eliminated in this kind of evolutionary environment! I believe they are irrelevant factors in provoking peace, unity, development in the place once called EARTH!

Right now, Im still in the annoyed tone, and they're the ones who made me feel this way.

URBAN LIFESTYLE

2008-01-13T06:14:00.000-08:00

I could hardly believe that we have just seen DESPERADAS. Together with some of my friends and boardmates. Slightly dissapointed with the movie, still we enjoyed the storyline though. I cant help but laugh with Ruffa Mae's lines. I was also totally shocked on Marian Rivera's debut role of being a high-class kikay, however she portrayed the role cosily. With Iza Calsado, she was fine, her role was a desprate houswife who suffers from a meager calling of sex with her loving husband. And lastly the main of all casts, Ms Ruffa Gutierez-Bektas depicted a desprate mom to her daughter and a lover to her friend. She was acting like she'd never wanted to be committed, but when refusal is being showed up to her, she make all possible things just to bring it back. She also suffers from an illusion of happiness, like she was just spending alot of her benefited money from her dad, without thinking that she was bankrupted already! So stupid! Her property started to deplete and despite knowing it, she'd still pursued in her urban lifestyle. But in the end, an incident opened her eyes to reality, and that was when she got arrested right in front of her daughter and prisoned! The movie was actually of good cause. It broadcasted the relevance of checking up to your doctor regulary regarding breast cancer. It was included in the movie that regular check up and mamography would lessen the risk of having a malignant cancer. I'd grade the movie a 3 out of 5 stars for myself. This is just my own opinion. okay? You have nothing to do with it so just step aside.

Urban lifestyle is absolutely costly to deal with. Unlike in our bukid, a hudred peso could make your life longer over a meal for a day, but in city like Davao, it will be another story. Well, if you would just find way, maybe it will be enough. Enough for a moderately fair! (redundant) But seriously, if your great concern is your health, and you dont want to suffer from any Hepa realted diseases, then a hundred peso for a day would not be enough. I guess, its up to the person already to decide wether or not to take his meal in wholesome and religious manner. My point here is just to lay your trust on your immune system! As what my friend have told me, TRUST YOUR IMMUNE SYSTEM!

SPENDING SPARE SEARCHING FOR NEW MUVEES!

2008-01-11T21:47:00.000-08:00

Totally absurd! That's all I can say to this very amusing movie for 2008. After EPIC MOVIE, here comes another bigger EPIC movie for 2008 i tell you. Hehe! I just love watching it's trailer over and over again. Nicole parker plays Britney Spears in there, and she was truly hilarious! I'm anticipating for the movie to come in Philippines Movie theaters! Stupidly, i never got the chance to know when it's gonna be shown here in the Philippines!

Enjoy the trailer!~

ENHANCING SELF-ESTEEM

2008-01-11T21:45:00.000-08:00

As directed by our dearest PD instructor, Ma'am Fe Rapas, we'd mark X if the word describes as "i really am" and otherwise o if as "i wanted to be". The activity was titled as enhancing self-esteem. The first number was for Emotional. I cant help myself but laugh with the first number, oh my.. Is this for real? How am I going to answer this f*ckn question? I was never emo, nor wanted to be one, but I just simply admire those people who suffer from this kind of self betrayal. (Agree with me or I'll kill you! Huh? heheh! Lol!) Well leaving the item blank would not fail me from the subject at all. Besides, checking of papers will be of next meeting, so Ill be having more time to think for that. And just this evening, I treated some of my friends in Mcdo for a dine. (for the first time! hahah!) It was actually a post Birthday bash. Yesterday, after watching National Treasure with some of my boardmates, we then headed back to the house, surprisingly, Babes (Kristine)was waiting there. She celebrated her 17th year of living on earth, in line with the celebration, she prepared food for us (actually it was a take out order! I was just exaggerating it!.) Right then, I pity myself upon biting on the burger. FYI, I wasn't able to treat them during my birthday by the reason that, it was our boarding house's Xmas party also. With that I ought them one! In school, I was able to see my grades for PE, it was satisfying though. In Philo 100, we had our first activity for midterms, it was to ilustrate the Allegory of the Cave. It was by group, and unluckily, none of the members of our group was an artist by birth. And just by knowing that "I" was one of the members, it is expected that the result of the illustration will be hilariously awesome! Indeed it was! Miles even added that the drawing looked more likely an altar with the priest prisoned! LOL! LOL! LOL! Kulit, being the leader of the group hardly worked out for the betterment of the portrait, but I think, still, it wasn't enough. Hardly, things this week is starting to tremble! Ugh! Im afraid I'll get easily defeated by my emotions! ( getting emo already? never!!!! just kill me!!!!)

BACK TO BORDA'S

2008-01-06T21:26:00.000-08:00

For long last, Ive reached my second home!! Hahaha! Well, how do I start this, its a new year yet Im still staying in the same boarding house. Nothing has gone changed at all, aside from loosing our curtain in our room. Lol! The boarding seemed definetly boring when I stepped in. There were fewer people around and its seemed like there was a cold phenomenon inside. But in a matter of time, people began to dominate the place, thus, enjoyment is being observed. Nevertheless, it is always expected that people will get shocked by anything new that'll be observed in your presence. However, comments of some people to me seemed to be annoying already in my big ears. They all utter the same phrase upon seeing me. "Cristian, nag-TABA ka". If only I can close my ears to avoid hearing those phrases again and again, I already had. But I must face realty (though I never wanted to). Indeed, I gain weight and it reflected on my figure. And the only thing I can do to resolve this is to start my deit plan right away. (Heck with those silly stuffs!! Ugh!)But I did not continued with that stupid plan anyway. It would be better if I start first doing stuffs that would enhance my bodily figure without loosing my merienda on my list. Lol! The hell I care with those remarks. I will just inculcate in my mind that there is nothing constant in this changing world, thus, it is possible enough to alter and figure my body. Just watch out!! Post Script: Today is Glory Joy Sameros' Birhtday, a good friend of mine.

ANU NUEVO!

2008-01-02T22:22:00.000-08:00

In preparing for the start of a new year my family and I dish up a simple touch of delicious sweet foods. Salad, Mango Float, Lots of Chocolate and a piece of Chocolate Moist. Fruits are also observED during our New Year’s eve. Completed by the clothing of red shades to prevent jinx from coming, my family then was truly prepared in welcoming the new year! Of course, firecrackers will never be missed out by my father. We had fired a medium height fountain, 3 pieces of flare and a bundle of triangles! Whoooooo! It was justly astonishing! My new year was filled with joy, laughter and a stomach full. Well, I have to loose a lot of weight since then. Earlier that time, we spend our night with some family friends. My mother invited our family friend (Perez and Peligrino, the family whom I celebrated my Christmas with). We dinned in together, and before they left Mama give some “pamasko” for them. Better to be late than never as she said.

The new year’s resolution, well, this is another heck of tasks which I duly hate to comply. So to prevent this circumstances to happen, I decided not have any instead! Hahaha! As an alternative I shall see for my self the changes that will happen by the end of the year! No more promises but I assure you, this will be the stronger and the more revolutionized Xtian! No more DRAMA!

Anu Nuevo! Kung Hei Fat Choi! Bonne Anne! Buon ano! Manigong Bagong Taon sa atin lahat! I just hope that this will be a year full of surprises and happiness into our lives despite knowing that those who were born in the year of the horse will get the luck out of their lives! Oh men..!

EINSTINX REUNITED ONCE AGAIN

2007-12-29T22:02:00.000-08:00

Definitely, the remnants of my last few days of 2007 were truly remarkable! I could not afford to put out of my mind all the things that happened during our recently carried out Einstinx Post Xmas Party. But before that, I’d like to share our urban-like night out together with my high school barkadas and classmates. After dining in at Kawayan Grill, we then hunt for a bar that would persuade our frustration that time from singing. Nearby was Station 148, at first we were hesitant, but in the end we bravely walked in and asked for their services. Joa,Ayoy,Karen,Patch, Aipee, Mitch, Johanna and her Priest-to-be boyfriend stripped the night away. We drink a light infusion, and fulfilled our main chore of going their, to SING! We enjoyed the night by sharing out experiences, throwing away jokes, and backstabbing other people as well. (Was that too mean? Lol! ) Moving on, we were treated VIP in the bar. Since we were the only costumer by that time, the owner offered us the unlimited usage of their Videoke provided that we purchase some of their drinks. Right then, we started singing! could not forget, Joam Ayoy, and April got to choose the same song, Big Girls Don’t Cry of Fergie, to resolve the problem they decided to sing together in trio, but with Aipee holding the microphone close to her. (How was that?) The night ended without me appearing on stage. Beyond any doubt, I will never engage myself in such shameful acts of throwing away my out-of-tuned voice! Good for them, they have good voice, but not for me. After being contented by a number of songs, we decided to go home. It was actually getting late already but the gang strongly-willed to go to the rotunda to stroll for awhile and at the same time take a look at the Light-up A tree Contest. After then, we left Aipee with her just arrived rumored boyfriend. And the night faded away.

Two days after the night out, through a text brigade, the gangstah meet once again to celebrate Post Xmas Party. Now we are a lot in numbers compared to last last night. There were 15 of us who joined the party, and disappointingly some of my expected classmates failed to come. The meeting place was in the SF-Shoping Mall, in Mitch’s store, after buying some food, we then headed to the favorite place of all time (ugh!) Agus Garden! Earlier that time I suggested that we go to Lapag Resort instead, but they disagreed because it will inconvenient for some who will come late since Lapag is kilometers away from the highway compared to Agus which was apparently in the vicinity of the road. Arriving in Agus, I noticed some other people occupying the place, OMG, there are other people also who are having their reunion also in the same place we have decided! There was the Einers batch (ugh!) and the other group of people (I don’t know their Eponym, all I know is they came from our divergent school the ASSHS). Despite the jam-packed environment and the less food we had, still we enjoyed the day by having games (actually it was just our cottage who handled such silly games, the others did not!)

RANDOM THOUGHTS

2007-12-27T14:00:00.000-08:00

Today, I left home around 9 o’clock in the morning to help my mama open our store (Even in Yuletide season our store lingers to open. Thrifty as you would say. LOL!) Being alone in the store, I got bored so I decided to send GM to my high school classmates concerning our post STNXMAS PARTY! In doing so, I take control of the opinion poll and conducted a vote course on the date by high merit of technology through txt votes! Thank God I was able to subscribe to Unlimited txting last night.

Moving on, last night I was able to open all of the gifts I received for this years Yuletide including some birthday gifts from my friends.

"Softness" describes generally all the gifts I received. Although I don’t think it reflects my personality! Uhhuh! I got a denimlab pillow of Penshoppe from my highschool classmates Annjoy and Madel. A spiderman pillow was also given to me by my classmate Princess and it reminds me of Sheng dan Kuaila; she actually has these chinese blood in their family. Damn with this pillows!, it helps me to bed!! Another supple gift I have received is a 3 pack marshmallow(Mocha,strawberry and milk)! My favorite!!!!!! Hahaha! I also received a devout wall embellishment from a dear friend! (What the.. Am I that fiend already?, I don’t think so) And finally, the most special gift I received from my boardmate Kuya Pooch; a pair pilot retractable ballpens. The reason behind for it to be special will be held confidential for now.! Uhuh!

Right now, I will be leaving! Haha! Better be strolling around here for I will be leaving in just a week or so. I must keep the rest of my days here worth remembering for that. I will be meeting with some of my highschool barkadas, and we planned to have our dinner together tonight and right after that we’d be strolling around the rotonda to see the light up a tree contest! Nyaaha! Got to go now. Ciao!

Oh, Before i forget, this day reminds me of something strange that happened to me a year ago.. Something really strange huh? hehe.. Till then.. Happy Holidays!!

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XMEN for XMAS

2007-12-25T22:24:00.000-08:00

Indeed celebrating Christmas is one of the most remarkable seasons to be celebrated by Filipinos, excluding myself for this year. I may find my Christmas celebrated with a lot of people around but not the people whom I enjoyed with. Unambiguously, my Christmas this year is the most crowded Christmas yet I considered it, still a miserable one.

My family accepted the invitation presented by the Perez Clan posing us to join with their Clan Reunion (they are our family’s secondary family, despite the fact that it was never biological). The gathering was held in Sibagat agusan del Sur, a municipality near Butuan City. Since it was near Butuan, Papa naively drove off to Butuan to visit our Grandma’s Place (where we’re suppose to have our Christmas commemorated) and to have our dinner consumed there. We bought a special cake for Lola and a box of brownies. Lola prepared a two different chicken dishes which are apparently discerning.(Love it!) After the dinner, we headed back to Sibagat to have our Christmas eve in there. Again, we traveled 45 minutes long just for the ride. When we arrived there, people around are becoming busy, again, aside from myself. So I just decided to go on a movie marathon, given that there were a lot of DVD’s available. I had set my priorety, I’ve got to watch X-Men3 because unfortunately, for over a year already, I still got no chance of watching the last film of the trilogy, thank God; frustration will be overcome this time! Lol! With me are a bunch of Kids with ADHD and some of my childhood friends in their clan. After watching the movie, some more people arrived from church who attended the mass, they told us to wake the others for us to formally start the party. And the real party started. Isn’t that cool to hear? As my parents were about to get up form bed to prepare for the get-together, I myself, also prepared the bed for the benefit of my own. I got dizzy (acting like having one) and my body wasn’t fit for the said party so I decided to go to sleep instead! Yes! You heard it right, Im awful to see, but that’s what I did during Christmas eve, sleep to my deepest serenity. But before doing so, I greeted my Mom, because its not Just Papa Jesus who celebrated the day with his birthday, hers too. Then, I moved on and took my nap to the dreamland. Unluckily, frustrations and regrets flood up my morning compliments. Because morning by the time of December 25, I heard a lot of voices covering my ears with the enjoyment. Certainly, the part (games, dances and a lot more)last night was truly pleasing, and not for me who spent the night with the bed.

“Enough for the said party, lets pack our things up and start moving on. Lets go home!.” I said to myself. Sigh! Pity to myself, I deserve a sour graping!